When a guy she just met expressed sympathy upon learning she was widowed, she felt it was too soon to reveal details of her separation from a man she had still loved.

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When someone suggested she join a widows support group, initially she balked. A widow who was about to be divorced has no defined place in society, so we often don’t know what we’re supposed to do. “There’s an element of not wanting to accept sympathy for something that is a misconception on their part,” said Bailey Poland, 27, a graduate student in Findlay, Ohio, whose husband died unexpectedly two months after they split up. Lauren Krulik, a 51-year-old homemaker in Northport, N. She and her husband had been living apart for three years and each was in a new committed relationship when he died. At the funeral for my husband, my kids and I grieved with his family, with whom I’m still close, and his girlfriend and I each gave a eulogy.

“They feel for me in a way that doesn’t feel accurate to my experience. Next to Krulik at her husband’s funeral, along with her kids and his family, was her boyfriend of two years, who helped handle the arrangements.

A real widow is pining for her spouse, inconsolable. “That’s ridiculous.” “It’s called disenfranchised grief,” said Michelle Palmer, a clinical social worker and executive director of the Wendt Center for Loss and Healing in Washington.

“That’s the only model of widowhood people have,” said Rachel Bart, 51, an attorney and former New Yorker living in Gan Yavne, Israel, who was divorcing her husband when he died six years ago. “We were separated.” Sometimes she calls herself a “partial widow.” To make her point, she mentioned a friend whose fiance died three weeks before their wedding. “It’s also referred to as the grief that has no voice, because it’s a grief that our society typically does not recognize.” It occurs in situations that fall outside the norm and might also include, for example, mourning the death of a former spouse or an extramarital lover. ” These partial widows, or whatever they decide to call themselves, often end up creating their own protocol for coping with their loss.

Nearly six years later, I still feel as if I was widowed on a technicality.